My name meaning?:
Extremely intelligent in thought and deed you are gifted at communication and finding practical applications for your ideas. You are strong willed and ambitious and need to have passion, freedom and adventure in your life. Always willing to help others your warm, honest and loyal nature ensures that you are loved by all. It is likely that you will achieve a great deal of success and recognition in life.
なんか。。どうしよう始まろうな。。 さしぶり。 Things happened.things passed.things go on. Lessons learnt in left are greatly impactful and powerful.
I wish to continue studying japanese. I wish to pass my driving. I wish to go japan. I wish to complete my final year asap( or maybe not) Surrounding happenings made me realised no point harping to the past or grabbing on to some negative things around you. If things are negative, made it positive. How you do it, its how you perceive. There's so much things to do,how can i be so negative and mean at this point? I'm grateful thankful for everything.and everything. These includes everyone that i know,my friends everywhere regardless of close anot, my family,my teachers, my classmates, my neighbors..who else? What's yours they will stay. Ive been too persistent in making things happen when its maybe not meant to happen. I must say its partly my fault that things turned out this way today. People may influenced you,backstab you,treat you as shit, ignore you, whatever you. But thats you. why change for others? No one's perfect. If i can accept you,why cant you? I dont want to be selfish.but who's not. I dont want to be greedy.but who's not. If i made myself to be selfish might as well be an angel which is not me. Im trying to look things differently now...whether it work or not i dont know. I'll keep trying. and try.
There's a goal within us.Whether or not you made it,its not others' problem,but yours. Learn to move on.
Its okay if this post seems complex and dont understand what the hell im talking. Recently things been going tight and moved house T_T awwww... Went to send cey off to hongkong for her 3 months attachment and i was terribily late and miss her flight. T_T guiltyyyyyyy ahhhhhhhhhh Learnt another lesson today :) Let's enjoy tomorrow.
