My name meaning?:
Extremely intelligent in thought and deed you are gifted at communication and finding practical applications for your ideas. You are strong willed and ambitious and need to have passion, freedom and adventure in your life. Always willing to help others your warm, honest and loyal nature ensures that you are loved by all. It is likely that you will achieve a great deal of success and recognition in life.
can i just summarize this year is already a bad year for me?
its a emotional up and down this year.
I have been to bali and bangkok just this year.
I dont feel happy at work when i can't face them truthfully.
Sometimes i feel i can't be honest and truthful about myself even with my closest friends.
I think that i feel this way because i'm afraid of losing them,once they can't stand being with the true me.
sigh. why isit so hard to be myself that those i love will accept me.
I will try my next post in fully..or partial japanese.
Everytime i blogged, it always about sad stuffs...